It is not easy to be a single father. What is it like being a single dad?
It all started in July 2018. In fact, I was very happy for a period from 16th August to 11th August 2018. We spend a good time but I had a feeling that something is not ok. I was not aware the things will start falling apart too soon.
First time in August 2018, I was asked for the separation.
For me it was devastating. Initially, I thought that things will be ok in few months but nothing moved.
In October my son has a birthday, we used to visit Vrindavan every year on his birthday. This year we also planned to visit Vrindavan and Agra.
I wanted to make this visit memorable. I asked her to book a good place to stay. I realized that she was reluctant for this visit. and she asked me to book any place.
I booked Radisson Blu in Agra.
The next day she said that she wants to book something nice place. I nodded.
I was happy that she is showing some interest.
She booked ITC Agra for 15th October 2018.
We left early in the morning on 15th October. She sat on the left seat of car. She wore a black suit.
We were just a few minutes into the visit.
My mood was very upset. She moved to the backseat. I was driving all alone on the journey and she was sleeping in the backseat.
I decided that I would try to make this visit beautiful. But things were falling apart.
First, we visited Vrindavan. We went to Bankebiahri Temple and later on, we went to ISKCON Temple. In ISKCON, we spent some time in front of Prabhupad Temple. I was looking for peace but I was full of anxiety and restlessness.
I was hoping that maybe things would change after this visit.
Late in the afternoon, we left for ITC. In the evening, we reached ITC. ITC Mogul is a beautiful place to stay. The view was great from the hotel room and the food was great too. In the evening, we visited Kalakriti Agra. Overall we enjoyed the stay. Everything was great. But I was not happy as things were messy.
On 16th later in the evening, we reached Radisson Blu. She was enjoying the visit.
But we were not together. She knew that I am upset. She was trying to assuage my feelings.
Late in the evening, we had a great dinner at Dawat.
Now it was 17th October Midnight, we celebrated the birthday of our son.
